This is it!

Nope, not the movie.
But it something like and not quite like MJ, it is a transition (lol).
I should be sleeping now. About to go, to wake to face the big day. All the fam is here. They're sleeping. I'm really excited!
I just wanted to post something for the last day of this blog.
I would like to type something profound, but I gotta wake up early.
I'm wondering should this be the last post, or should I post what happens tomorrow the day after.
Naw.... I think it's best to start a graduate blog.
Yeah!!!

"We are more than conquerors!"
I want to thank God for allowing me to experience this journey. It was EXTREMELY unexpected.
(OMG! Someone's coming up the stairs! they're gonna catch me awake!!lol)
Anyway. Thanks God.
It was an awesome ride!
Shouts out to my mighty lovin' friends and fam! and To all the SFAI 2010 Graduates

BBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!

TWO MORE DAYS !!!

TWO MORE DAYS !!!TWO MORE DAYS !!!TWO MORE DAYS !!!TWO MORE DAYS !!!TWO MORE DAYS !!!TWO MORE DAYS !!!TWO MORE DAYS !!!TWO MORE DAYS !!!TWO MORE DAYS !!!TWO MORE DAYS !!!TWO MORE DAYS !!!

Almost there!

OMG still studying for science!! God please help me to get an A on this final!
Amen!

So this video

I found on one of my "studying for science break"s. It's great!!
I'm close to singing this song to my textbook. Mmmmhmm



Lol! Soooo good!
Mama, I'm ready to graduate!

What a great song to sing to a paying audience!
I think I subconsciously appropriated her sometime ago in class. I didn't even know.
I don't think they would have liked that version....naw they probably would have loved it.
lol.

K. breaks over...Aaaaah!

Almost at the Finish Line!!

Have faith!

Take breaks!

Yesterday,

I sang summertime with Amazing Grace!!

YEah!

Couldn't help it...

Here is a still from my video (soon to be loaded) lol...YEs!!! I couldn't wait!



One thing I've learned is that you've got to really stand by and believe in your art..

Victory!!! (Sometimes I'm a little roller coaster)

YEeeeeeeeeah! So I had Math class tonight. One of everyone at SFAI's dumbest class. Good thing we all didn't take things too seriously, cause it was soooooo good, and a lot of people presented work in ways that they most likely would have never tried. It was pretty stupid, but pretty awesome. There was a moment it felt like high school, maybe even middle school (Smh). We all just became really teenage.
I guess it was just something about presenting whatever to the (asshole of a) teacher, but giving just enough effort to salvage your reputation as an educated artist, that made it all fun.

I really really really like the piece I did! I made it in less than an hour (ssshhh!). It is a video, but mostly audio piece I did that last about ten min, but I may shorten it. I'll post it up tomorrow.
Maybe it was just the fact that we knew that our work wasn't gonna be viewed so critically, but just plain ol' seen/heard/experienced. That's it. Quite refreshing. I'm supremely appreciative of the wealth of formal critique I've gotten here at SFAI, but feels damn good sometimes for people just to enjoy what you give and move along.
(Man, I be writing a lot these days....)

Though this last math class was unexpectedly fun, as was the work shown, it is definitely NO testament to it's shitty teacher. (That's not cool. I was all talking Jesus Jesus, and God this n that in the last post, now look at me. Roller coaster, I tell ya...lol)
Please, SFAI, kick this dude out and keep people from wasting their time and money.
We don't need to pay for not learning anything.
We can have people see/hear/experience our work and move along for FREE!
(hhhah - aaah)

Well, til tomorrow, Sleepy times for me

Peaces!
Peace
peace

So I wanted to go out with a bang

Just a short one (cause I really need to get to school). I was feeling like venting because of my performance yesterday, I htought, was so bad. I'm still glad I got it out my system, but I'm wondering was it did I really need to do that anyway? I didn't sing so well and conceptually the context felt really awkward. For the performance I sang "How Great Is Our God" while playing my guitar. It lasted kind of long, but that's ok....but I kinda wish it didn't. It just sucks struggling as an artist/christian/person trying to figure out and give in to doing exactly what you like and need. It sucks not being affective in the way you dream of (unifying people), but rather affective in making people uncomfortable... Was never my goal. So that's just where I have perceived myself to be unsuccessful. It happens.Best thing is to just get up when you fall. And keep believing, even when all the optimistic talk sounds so cliche that you wonder if it's true.

I have a friend, Michelle, who has seemingly dedicated to believe in and stand behind her art no matter what. So if people like it or even if they don't, she's always gonna love it. I hope someday soon I too can reach beyond believing I need people to validate the success of my work or even of my life. Since I've been here at SFAI (in San Francisco), a lot of my performance work has dealt with me attempting to connect with people...sometimes more than others on a really affectionate level. I'm tired of trying. I give up. I "give it over to Jesus, and I stop worrying about it. Gave it over to the Lord. He worked it out." God knows my heart. I'm gonna trust him with where I'm going. I'm thinking if only I would have let go a bit and just done the (bright,colorful, crazy, bombastic) work I love to do (knowing truely that God loves and approves of , and will guide me) all that social "experiential" stuff would come with it. I could look back on all my efforts and failures at trying something new and cry at how much I think they sucked, or I could be thankful that I got through that part. I can be proud that I tried. I stuck my arms, head and legs outside of the box enough to clearly see what I really want. All that's left now is to go for it!
I'm alright!
Aaah no downward spiral today. no!
I just really needed to vent.

I talked to J about how I hated my performance and how awkward it was, and she mentioned that possibly the reasons for me being moved to do it are not yet revealed. (I'm sometimes hesitant to mention "God" in the religious sense, now because I get a little confused or misunderstood)

It's helpful to know I'm not the only misunderstood person here in this dept:
I found out this morning: It's the national day of prayer. Obama allowed it to go forward today, despite the ruling of it being unconstitutional because of separations between church and state. There's no public ceremony. Obama's praying in private. You can read more here:
http://www.cbsnews.com/8301-503544_162-20004321-503544.html

It may not be for some, but I could sure use to pray. But that would be any day. Not just today.
I just want some peace and knowledge of self. Peace peace peace. God bless us all.
Off to school now.

I LOVE ME!

Just needed to say it aloud!

...in that healthy, non-narcissistic, loving way we all should treat ourselves.

I love me most when i try. try and try again.

C'mon say it with me. I - Love - Me!

(times is hard chile.lol, I gots to keep my head UP)

THis is a quick photo from Risa's Kitchen. Morning breakfast. We sang her fried rice. She cooked us Waffles and eggs. It was good!

more to come (organized)

Down to the wire! Keeping my head to the sky!

(lol sounds like a facebook news feed)
Not much time to post something really cool, but just wanted to say something since it's been a few days. This Friday night's show in Blaze's kitchen was awesome!! Real good time. Now I've gotta write about it in 2 hours and submit my grand idea for the BFA Spring Show. I could freak out, but I'm not. That won't get me any further ahead. Besides with God all things are possible.
Ok there's soooooooo much video and audio that I've been wanting to post, but have had no time. Here's a photo, at least.....well even that's taking long.
Well, still looking up til next time.

Baby girl needs a break!!!

So i found this pair to groove me for a bit ;-) Aaaaaaaaah, take me outta the four white walls please! THANK YA!


And also! Sundy Bess' 2nd and 3rd Kitchen stop this Friday coming up!!!
Poster coming soon. Again, it's gonna be a "fucking down home time", in the words of a friend of mine. Gonna be soooooooooooo fun!

ME n J were talking about God

I was mentioning to her about being cautious and appropriate about talking about God. Being in the world but not of it, and all that. I just was thinking about it because I don't want religion or language to deter people from Christ's intentions through me or the love that I intensely have for everyone I know. You know. Everyone doesn't share the same experience as I do. I guess it's good to check your intentions. Even my pastor said "You don't have to be holy Hanna", just because you believe.
I'm in this band and at first I even, briefly questioned singing "secular songs". Ridiculous! Even now as I type, I feel kinda cautious. errr I'm just really sleepy. Anyway, I'm just so tired of being so cautious........Just a thought. All apart of the journey I suppose.
don't want to end on a bad one.
Peace peace peace peace peace!
Love love love love
peace
love
the universe
Collective consciousness
zen n nirvana
Jesus
God
Love
Love
Love
Love

OH yeah!!! Get it girl !! Get it get it girl!!! Thankya Law!

...for ya grace and mercaay!!!
Last night was the first show stop on the Sundy Bess (yes, I went with that one. You like it?) Kitchen Tour!!! and AWESOME CRAZY AMAZING IT WAS!!! (did you see the flyer)
Went to Michelle's house. She sho can fry some chicken. Best Fried chicken I've ever had, made from scratch. AND Jalepeno corn bread. Bonkers! She cooked the whole time we played! She was so Sincerrr. Like never stopped. She says she thinks she cooked 10lbs of chicken. Half or ten, it was good! The band rocked! We were just rehearsing but it got really intense so we counted that as the show. It was fa sho soulful. Thanks Lisa, Michelle, Sergio, Carlos, Janella, and everyone there (lol Hilde, Jenna Lee, Luke, Sapho, n Foxy, errbody) for making it happen. Good times. I's proud of myself for believing and trying. And thankful to God for calling me to use what he gave me. It was good chile. (lol i am sooooooo rambling lol ha ha). Oh, another thing. This was Sunday that we performed. So i went to church that morning, and I got there late, right when the holy spirit overwhelmed everyone. Intense! Anyway, the last thing the pastor said was "I just wanna leave you with this: God is working everything out!!" He said that like 3 times or so. You know that "Jesus can 'work it out" is the first song in our set? Call it coincidence if you want. God's good! I just glad that we're in his will.
Here's some photos we took, but there's so much more coming up (videos and such).
Got 3 more shows to go. Gonna Knock em out this weekend/next week.
Yeah! Keep yo faith light oooooonnnn, baby!!!!!

Shoud I post?

Was thinking not to post cause I think, right now, it's a form of procrastination of all the finals i have to complete!!! AAA h aAhh!
Anyway just finished rehearsing (and hour ago). It was good, but we were all tired. We'll be amped for the show tomorrow though! Gonna be good!
I'm still sleepy.

Welllllll, recordings and more footage to come.......

Hallelujah Jesus..

Oh and Kalup's open studio is tomorrow. Should I go to church or see Kalup (one time only)? Decisions decisions
"Jesus Can work it out"

ok I'm out. Off to study!

OOOohh! I'm sooooo excited ya'll!!

It's going down at Michelle's this Sunday!!!

Yeahah!

Snag this poster...if you can't read the text.

We couldn't decide on a name for this band in time for the poster so we've got 3 names.

Let me know which one you think is best. (for real, in the white box below...lol)

K so they are:

Faith,

Sundy Bess

Daddy's Girl

K those are the names let me know "who you think is America's next Top Model"

lol

Peaces!

Yeahhhhh!!

Yeah, yeah you got it! Yeah, you got it!

A little procrastination going on...kinda (this blog is my piece remember)

MMMmm chile after I graduate I'd like this one to not be so much of a simulation at all.

East coast has to Youtube it, Hulu it er something now; but the best in the west should tune in to quite the awesome man, Mr. Hill Harper on CSI: NY tonight. (His character get into some serious craziness this episode) AWesome! So tune in.

...lol and tell Hill to call me! lol......

Don't want to say too much. He's one of my collectors now.

Really real, awesome, talented guy. Check it:

Now it's time fore me to get back to graduating ;-)

oh! Just wondering, You can "comment" right? in the lil white box at the bottom?

Yeah?

lol..

Breathe Breathe Breathe

Breathe Breathe Breathe Breathe. Release Release.

Breathe Breathe Breathe

Breathe Breathe Breathe Breathe. Release Release.

The BAND!

Coming to a Kitchen near you!

Gotta get back to work.

Kinda procrastinated a bit today after class. But need to get back to work.....hmm this is starting to sound like facebook. No bueno. This is supposed to be different! right? right?

Aaahh! I try.

Ok. I'll be honest about his kitchen tour band thing.....eh.

I'll be patient.

(I pray that it's get even more guttural, and relieving, and explosive.)

Yeah patience. Yesterday came together pretty amazingly smooth.

YEah!

STAY INSPIRED!

It's ON Like Popcorn!!

First rehearsal tonight was awesome!!! We did gospel and soul songs (my dream!) . recorded the whole thing. Everybody got their parts really quick. Everyone was super enthused about it. No one was like " i gotta go dude". Super good! We took photos! It was a great awesome cool boom boom boom tam!!!
Thanks Lisa, Sergio, and Carlos!!!!
And to think I was gonna drop this class. God is good!
Soooo, rehearsal audio and photos coming up!
Next rehearsal's this Thurs.
Got a real good group. Thankya Jesus!

Here's our playlist so far (we're doing covers) :

-Jesus Can work it out
-This Little Light of Mine
-River Deep Mountain High - Tina Turner
-Simply Beautiful - Al Green
-(maybe) What'd I say- Ray Charles
-(maybe) Across the Universe - Beatles
-(maybe) Tired of being alone
-(maybe) Come on in my Kitchen
Might try to get some people from the choir at church to sing at the opening exhibition at Queen's Nails Annex
Sooooooooooooooul Power!

Yeah!

One more thang,

Just BELIEVE got damnit! Just BELIEVE!!!!!
HE'S got your back, aaaaaaaaaalllll the time!!

About this Kitchen Thing...

Today's the first rehearsal! Way too excited and now need a lead guitar player! It'll happen.

It's gonna be awesoem can't wait for tonight!

(Up top)

last friday at the Kalup show...too good! See him sitting there..with the flower in his hair.... (thanks Laura!)

Yay Kalup!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH!
I saw Kalup Linzy last night at BAM. Check it..


More kAlUP!!! I love it! You should see him live..so much better
Thank you Kalup for making me laugh and insoiring me. You are my true art upscale n round the way hero! Work!



Thank you Kalup! Now I know I can truely do anything!
Kalup's an awesome video and performance artist known for his playful personas around gender, sexuality, race, class, and popular culture, will lead the audience into rapture.
(they ain't my words...from youtube. Just not enough time in the day!)

Now I'm off to hang out with a friend I promised to hang out with, BUT I really need to read.
AAAAHhh sucks.
But Kalup was good last night.
...Need to prioritize.

I ain't no chwing GUm!

Saw Kalop tonight! It was bomb!!! Oooh I'm about to blow up! I'm about to blow uo! I'm about to blow up!

3 am ...sleepy time.

The Sun Is Shining!!

Ok! No long intro! no time for that. I HAVE A BAND!!!! and our first rehearsal is this monday!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!
Busy day...busy month, to put it short, Juilio (Morales), my installation instructor says he won't let me drop his class and he's not going to fail me. "I just want you to go with your instincts. Trust your instincts and filter out" , he says!!! I'm so happy. God really be using people!
thankya Jesus!!!!
So the only idea for the final project that came as a natural feeling to me (I just farted in the startbucks..I'm so happy! Releasing in all kinds of ways!!) was an idea I had the first day of class, at the beginning of the semester, but I thought it was stupid. The idea for my "installation" is to perform as a band, a tour peoples kitchens. Well it's ABOUT TO GO DOWN!! NEXT SATURDAY IS OUR FIRST SHOW!! It's gonna be a real funky hot finga lickin good time.

I must be on my way now many things to do, now.
There's this song playing around me now in starbucks saying "Nothing's gonna get me down. Nothing's gonna get us down!"
true dat my country singin brotha!

Let me be a testiment to how great God and His grace is. He turned a situation where I was consistantly performing extremely poorly, was gonna drop out of the class, to having the time and dream of my life ( and other's lives)being able to share it with people i love, ALL WHILE getting college credit and Bachelors degree for it.
Now that's GOD and Art for you!!

Hallelujah Jesus!
Let's Rock!
Let's go BOOM!

When things get hard keep your eyes toward the hills, from wich your help comes. Look up!

Make me wanna dance like dis!

Today was awesome!

This is a Great song! Tina, Ike...Tina!



Today was rah good. Got my sing on in class again, and made a great connection with everyone in the room. Damn. No documentation though...except for what I'll write here.
So hmmmmm so much to say. So little time before bedtime (yes. I set myself a time. Gotta stay alive).
Well listen to this for now. Brb.

don't doubt

NOW IS NOT THE TIME TO DOUBT!!NOW IS NOT THE TIME TO DOUBT!!NOW IS NOT THE TIME TO DOUBT!!NOW IS NOT THE TIME TO DOUBT!!

I need to go to sleep..l.lol

Man I wain't posted in for mad long!

This is cool. SunRa's version of the song (from Fantasia, I think....no Dumbo)

Ok. Not sure if that video is gonna show up or not. But "great!" if it does. See that's how long I've been away from this thing. I should know exactly how to load a video, my own videos, by now. Whatever. just a part of the freaking out process. I am sooooo nervous to graduate. I've held in a lot for whatever different reasons these past two years at SFAI. Just a lot of that gutteral hardcore honesty that i feel that art school, especially art school gives you freedom to do. WTF? What the WTF's wrong with me?!!! (Banging my head against the wall) AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!SHit!!!!! Why am I so scared and in a box allllllll the f^*#ing time!! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh!! There's my piece.



So after watching this I don't think I'm so bad. It's good to objectify yourself sometimes. ANyway Me n Erlin were jamming tonight. and make some cool stuff. Most of it was his own work, but I through some stuff in. eventually we both knew that I was holding in sometimes. I find it hard to break through. It's just a few weeks til graduation and It would be quite the finale if I could walk out of here with some artwork that I'm genuinelt proud of. Like leave with a bang! (I guess this blog is it. then it starts ringing in my psyche my instructors and fellow students -----never referred to anyone as my fellow sudent before ------critquing about narcissism. Oh well.

Stay inpired. Then do something you feel. Stay inspi r ed i n sp i red i n s p ir e d i n s p i r e d i n sp i r e i n s p i r e d i n s p i r e d S ta y i n s p i re d N o t h i n g w i l l t u r n t o s o m e t h i n g i f y ou t r y Y ou wi l l h a ve n ew l i g h t I t w i l l c h an g e y our l i f e



so what the video didn't load. so what!

Today I made a installation mom!

Ok first of all I love this song:

(and this woman looks like my grandmother)

2nd, My teeth are clean:

3rd, I made this today: (and if you're in sf you should come)

oops...

let's try again.

4th, I did this mini sound installation in the new genres bathroom at school tonight, but I have no documentation of it. Sucks. My phone was dying, even, so I couldn't eve n get a camera phone shot or proper recording. You press this button on the "heart" to hear the audio. The piece is a little 10 or 15 second audio playback of me singing "the best feeling is sweet release". Or something like that. It was late. But I am singing something about "release", and since it exsist in the bathroom, and personally (personal, bathroom personal private space/ happening..just thinking) I've been holding a lot of myself, my talent, and honest emotion in this semester "release" would be a good theme/thesis to pick up on before the rest of the semester gets flushed.

So tonight I've started small. It's a start. and now I at least have a springboard to jump off from.

Release!!!

5th, God is good and I am sleepy..

Peaces!

WTF! 47 days?....gotta find Chocolate dandy

OMG! It's 47 days left 'til graduation! WTF! WTF have i been so scared of that i'm not filling up the time with all my good good! ( I gotta get my nails did. lol. something true must burst forth before the end. Little, small, or medium...it's got to manifest) Ok. So i've got a little anxiety. I'm just gonna look toward the positive.
I had this wake up call yesterday of how I should never doubt myself, especially when it comes to art. I was kinda kicking myself because I had wasted so much time worrying about what other people think, that I it hindered my work, honesty, and who I truely am. I really gotta stop that.

It'd probably help to do some art that has nothing to do with me. At least, not directly.
"THE CHOCOLATE DANDY" Man! I must find him. Have you ever seen that super colorful drag guy in the mission. It's good drag though. Like really beautiful! I don't even think it's drag, just costume I guess. Well I've only seen him like 3 or 4 times in really unrelated places. He's like some kind of butterfly that passes your path, fluttering by. I MUST FIND MY CHOCOLATE DANDY MAN! SAVE ME CHOCOLATE DANDY MAN!

Anyway more to say but I've got a dentist appointment.....and I can't be late!
Peaces!

Ok so it's been awhile. Man be stressin. I know I shouldn't but sometimes I do. It's such a stifling thing. In the midst of it all. I've still been making some work. (This blog was supposed to be an everyday thing. I'll have to change this habit of rejecting my blog........because my videos won't load) It's late, early nearly 3 am. I just want to post something. So here's something. Some stills of video (if I can ever get them to load) documentation of a song I sang in class. I have made it a requirement that I start each Wednesday morning off with a song. It's my way of helping me to get to class on time (since I am the first to present "work") and keep up the momentum of performing/ singing in front of people. With each song I want to get better and better, while becoming more aware of the space and myself and the audience's body. Sometimes I ask the class to join in. This is a sample of this past wednesday. I sang a gospel song called "One More Chance". Soon you'll be able to hear it. (Can anybody hear me out there?) Hello!

This was really a jovial moment, and I thank God, but I want to get bolder and even more interactive with the audience. So we become, in some way, one in the same. Like blurring those lines of spectacle and spectator. Patience...patience.

This helped me sooo much / and I thought this was interesting

This helped me sooo much. You gotta listen to the words...especially the second girl. I feel exactly what she's saying. Thanks God!

Look Up - Tye Tribbett




And I thought this was interesting

GOd in Me

Long and lovely

Hello! I'm gessoing canvas, er wood panel, and concocting something new! I believe I'm getting back into my groove. Just gonna do it! I'm thankin bout gettin my nails did! long and lovely!

Inspired!

Hola! Went to see the Alvin Ailey dance Co today in Berkely (courtesy of a good friend). It felt really good to see some awesome choreographed dance. (I've been hipsterfied and intellectualized for too long...So it was great to see some craftmanship and soul! I got inspired. There was this one piece titled "Dance Spirit". I reeeeeally loved it. (here's a sample below) In one part of it, while the woman is dancing, there's this version of Radiohead's "Everthing in it's right place"played with only strings. I really love that song. It was good to see people communicating passionately with their bodies...I was much more overjoyed by seeing this show than I'd like to admit...like a child. (thanks Dante ;-) Seeing the company perform again, at this time in my life..in Cali..near to grad time...man I really feel a push...to be free n make a real positive mark in this world. The whole time I watched I just had this feeling of yearning to be more free, to rise higher in my spirit, in this world, in my life, my art, in giving love, letting God use me more, in opening up n letting go. This blog is helping me go public, gradually (if i can ever get any followers. lol) I'm starting to take off and that feels good.

ok ok Check out the dances..




Look at this guy. Beeeuuutiful! Look how he rises up off the floor!

Aaaw Yeah!! Something New!

I realize that I put these post up pretty fast and with immediacy. I guess that was my intention to begin with.

Anyway, it's still kinda daunting, to me, to throw up something online so personal. Blah blah. Ok no more

time wasted. I've got an audio recording today! that I just mixed. Thats me on the guitar. I recorded then mixed

it just a bit. It's a simple dreamy tune, I've titled "Dreamy". I've just been playing around with somethings I've

recorded (guitar, vocals, field rec.) I am doing a lot more. I glad to put this up. I won't give any disclaimers and

I won't shoot it down to protect my ego. I've got start somewhere. So here goes. (Day 6)

Dreamy

Additionally I want to remember the other beautiful facets of art...that it's not just isolated, solitary object making.

I kinda miss the social, experiential parts. Either that or I just need to go party a bit! Hey! Hhhmm sounds like a nice

piece. B-day's coming up!

I'm sllllleeeeepy yo!

And thank you, dear reader/listener/viewer, for spending a little time :P

More to come...4 real!

Once again a very late night post...no images...no video for now...missed my post yesterday. My computer has been rejecting my video.. WEll everything for a reason. Amidst this, I've been having really good productive days...probably why I get to this blog so late. Eh, so this text is what's up for the night. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

faith says "Hello!"

Faith

You don't necessarily need to take a vacation at the moment of every little problem. Have faith, and keep living. Just like that....

Today was awesome! And right now it's bedtime.

Today was a superrrrrrrrrrrlative day. I spent the beginning of it with Dante, with whom I find I have a great amount of effortless artistic synergy. It'll be awesome to see what we do when we plan and choreograph a piece. We had a great time today jamming out. I sang and he danced. God was in the midst, celebrating with us. And it was good. Our documentation of our jam is my piece for the day (Hallelujah! it's happening!) The video is on the way.

I think that's enough. I was really tempted to go through all this effort to post a pic, but it'll be more relevent later. ...naw I'll post it. I'm excited about it. I checked this out today to record some vocal stuff. Just a really old cassett recorder. Haven't recorded anything yet. I'll be stirring up something tomorrow. Along with all my excitement (which is great...cause sometimes it's not always there), I pray for patience and perserverance.

So I'm really sleepy now. Lol.

Thank you Lord for all that you've given me and all that's to come. I'm excited!

Aaaaaaaaaamen :)

One more thing real quick: It just seems kinda crazy to be sharing this much of my life with...whomever. feels kinda crazy. I mean like typing as if someone is really out there listening. It's different from a website, obviously. But it is the countdown til graduate art school. So I guess I just gotta see it as all art. especially vomitting myself onto a webpage...in addition to my "art". So this (blog) to is one of my pieces. Just really feels kinda ...different I guess putting it all out there....online. Maybe it's the online aspect...My life online. K...reading to much into it.

Very sleepy

Peace. to whoever you are.....my "audience"

....my audience is me?.....

aaahh sleepy byes...sleepy peaces

This is the beginning of the end of the beginning. And the beginning of a new!

Boom! There I said it! I have just gotten the rocket sheep off the ground! (I'm a Rocket Sheep! I'm a Rocket Sheep for Jesus! ) I'm sitting here in my kitchen with...well, he'll be back. Dante just went to the bathroom. I'm feeling the need to just vomit this new beginnig out or else I think I'll never get it out...or it'll all be pretentious or something er other. Oooh! He's back! Say "Hi" DAnte, "dante is here and he say hi yaw. thisnis ,me." he types.

So this blog serves as a countdown of my work and..expression...and (ok don't think so much kells) until Spring 2010 graduation. Oooooooooh yeah. So prepared for that! Oh yes!

I am committing to post something everyday, no matter how dumb or great I think it is. Even Micheal Jackson had his wack songs ...."The gosh darn girl is mine." (sorry. I am under 30 years old. Mike didn't really do for me on that one.) So yes one of those might pop up on the scene, but God willing, I'm gonna get some Thrillers (ok so me n Dante just took a lil sing a long break. Go head you know you wanna hum some thriller).

Okaaaaaaaaaaaay! oooh hey! I got 69 days left! Mmmh hmmph. oh yes. I do not mind. I do not mind that that 69. ok.

(Hope thats not too much for the church folk. I am saved. A Rocket Sheep for Jesus...just vomitting you know, and accepting aaaalllll of me. Or least attempting to)

Starting here.